Thursday, March 19, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
I love love LOVE my best friend, Bethany. She is amazing. She floats my boat and puts the wind in my sails. She is my voice of reason and my shoulder to cry on. She and Rae both mean the world to me and I would be so so sad to lose them.
Bethany, I love you. You mean so much to me I can't even say. God was either really happy with me and gave me your friendship as a gift OR he realized I was never going to get my shit straight without help. :) Personally, I think its a bit of both. ;)
We should have spend-the-nights every week and always keep our hair dyed/bleached the same color. We should also talk every single day. And start our own TV show. And our own band! Because you have an amazing voice and I love you.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Sunday, March 1, 2009
I work in food service. I tried for over a month to get a job.. any job. It was the first interview I got so I took it. Hey.. any money is good money, right? I mean.. for somebody broke and trying to start her own independent life. I have so many goals that involve money.. Like getting a car and paying some of my own bills and shopping and getting married to my darling Michael (someday). Its not like I'm a failure at life just for working at "a fast food place" bussing. Its not even a fast food place! its like a.. fast but casual dining place. idk. Its hip and you know its hip because people come there with their dogs and parrots and gay people and people with tattoos eat there.
I just want to film and photograph and model and write children's books for a living.. But I can't. So I supplement by bussing tables and washing dishes. I don't see a business degree helping me much but it seems I have to in order to please my parents and Michael.